confession time! i just came on here to take a look on this forum for the last time, i know you can't cancel the HMCA account because i've tried and even asked before and it can't be done so i was going to take my picture off and change the comment to "gone, bye". that is the honest truth. why? i won't bother saying but am considering closing my twitter and facebook accounts as well and that may happen in the next few days. i am going through a very " bad patch" shall we say and having bad thoughts again. back to the doctors and had a stand up row with her last time and i'm back tomorrow although that might be the last time too, not that she is a bad doctor, she isn't except i'm not doing what i've already done to stop this and it failed, so why do it again? anyway i digress, the thing is Theli and Punk you will be considered heroic by some and villians by others because i've just read what you've written on here about the recording on here and thank you both for your kind comments, and you have bought a smile to my face for the first time in about a week. i have decided to stay a while longer at least . as for this recording i actually think it was a gamble, it's long, i like the story but it was longer than i remembered it, i actually got bored doing it and i think it shows, i consider it a failure and easily the worst of the recordings i have done so far. Theli, i actually did this one on the fourth attempt, i stumbled over some words after five minutes, the same words every time and started again but i did it all in one sitting and at least i didn't go through the whole thing each time. as for that fucking chair! i listened to some of it back and i thought " what the hell's that noise"? and i pondered doing the whole thing again but decided to leave it as it was.
I would love to add some background music or sound effects to the readings but i'm not clever enough, i'm old and technical things terrify me and i am pretty terrified of computers! can only do basic things. anyway thank you for your comments as i said it has lifted me for a few minutes . you may have even inspired me to do more but it may even be my own writings, but i warn you i have put some of those on the "horror poems " section in the past and they are pretty bleak or i may come across something else that i think would warrant a reading but who knows? thanks a lot guys!
Last edited by wolfman1959 (2013-11-27 16:08:53)